Hello all, it has been a while. The end of the year is super busy. Add to that foot surgery, beginning course work on my doctorate and 4 kids and you can see why I have not written in a while. I am not sure that I have much to say today but I needed to write something. So here goes.....a bunch of random thoughts.
First, I have to say that I am so grateful and appreciative for all of the wonderful friends that I have. They have come out in droves to support me during my time of surgery and recuperation. Food, flowers and just stopping by to keep me company has meant so much. Not to mention the phone calls, emails and facebook messages. I am truly humbled by this experience. I do not feel worthy of the support that has come way. That being said, I still find myself wishing that one particular person would call or come by. You know, I can't name names but I do wish that this person was still a part of my life. And, no i definitely do not mean the, i hope soon to be ex-husband. But a friend that was so close and dear to me for so long and things have just gotten to be too complicated and we needed a break. Having so much time to sit and think has made me realize how much I really miss the friendship. I hope that given some time we can get things back on track.
Secondly, I am really glad that it is summer but I am definitely struggling with ex issues. Mainly, he keeps calling me a thief and to go on top of that he texts this stuff to me and spells the word incorrectly. I am no thief but he feels that since he is required to pay child support and half of medical expenses that I am somehow getting more than my fair share. Whatever.....I should start calling him an adulterer as he is dating an older woman and he is still technically married. Oh, and did I mention that he lived with her for several months while we were only seperated and no divorce papers filed. Yes, we know Patrick....ya'll are just friends. I am honestly glad that I am no longer living with him and will soon not be married to him but really the name calling is annoying. And it is annoying to have to deal with him not following through with his end of the bargain. Did I mention that he wanted the settlement this way?
Lastly, daytime television sucks....there is nothing to watch. I will be so glad when I can get out and do something. Sitting around all day is no fun. So, if you are bored and want to chat call me, message me or just stop by. That's all for now.
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